well well well

last two months or so = blogless, but..

a few parties

a lovely holiday

and a bit of fancy dress

nhilufglen

that explains how i feel right this second.

there is nothing in particular which has led me to feel like ijowiagbbnhsu but thats probably the only way i can explain it.

on a more cheerful note, i have got a rather lovely dress for my aunties party in less than two weeks time. debating whether or not to buy these pretty lacy gloves which i was saw in company magazine. hmm decisions:)

andandand going blonder this week. fingers crossed it looks okay.

so

no waffle about last nights gathering/party at katie's apart from the fact it was a pretty good evening filled with alcohol, pancakes and dancing. pictures were not hot, but somewhat amusing.

and now for a teeny weeny rant.

school sucks. confusion sucks even more.

byebye :)

weekend & timetable

of all of those things which i said i had to do before monday, still not all of them have been completed.
however: i did pass my theory early saturday morning which im chuffed about so i just need to hurry up with the actual driving now! i did go to the family parties where i met too much family that i had no idea even existed! and i did go to katie's on saturday night, but there was no dance :)

went back to school yesterday and i am rather pleased with the new timetable. from now on, i only go to school everyday (monday, wednesday and friday) so today i have a day off, yayay.

not much else to say except i am DESPERATE for a black dress to wear to the auntie's party on the 3rd, ahhh!

so little time

today is wednesday and before monday i have a hellllll of a lot to do.

• an essay for english lit aswell as a scrap book
• revise for and take my driving theory test
• two days of work at dj's jungle adventure
• two family parties/gatherings (oh what fun..)
• see my father
• evening at katies where i have promised to do a sober 'boogie'

i should really get cracking with some of that, but other non important things such as facebook, daytime tv and eating seem far more exciting right now.

AHHH.

hello england

france was quite lovely
plently of wine drinking, dancing until our feet wanted to fall off, climbing 50ft rope ladders, late night swimming, falling over fences and down hills, meeting some interesting people and games of truth or dare.

today..

.. danielle is a happy bunny :)

this is because:
i got A B B D at AS which isnt too bad, especially when you think your going to fail and you didnt revise as much as you possibly could of.
today has been a quite nice day. i haven't done anything amazingly exciting, it was just quite a lovely relaxed day
and finalllyyyy, in the morning i shall be going to france with two of my closest chums, wooooo.

au revoir

au revior

on friday i am off to france, again.

it will be a holiday to either drown our sorrows or celebrate our success of our AS results which we recieve tomorrow (ahhhhh). either way, we shall be down at 'le psycadelic pussycat' dancing and spending too much moneys on wine.
BRING IT ON GIRLIES.

bye bye for a week or soo :)

busy days

this would be nicole & i on friday night avec le vin et baileys, yum.

friday

town and then chat on the bench with elena & amy. followed by denny's 60th at the cricket club, where we panicked about not being served, danced with den & walked home bare foot.

saturday

savvas & i went to woburn safari park. i got ridiculosly excited about seeing the 'giraffeys' and monkeys climbing over the car. after getting home, got ready and went to amy's for a little gathering. only a small thing of 8 of us, but it was quite nice tbh, playing articulate and lovely little drinking game
sunday

rushed to work after a missed buss and an arguement with the moj. gossiped with jess after not having seen her for weeks and then came home at half 2 and slept.

a pretty lovely weekend if you ask me.

this week has been pretty okay so far also

monday, i worked again and then went to wagamama's with the 'girls'. and today, driving lesson, and then saw fic and devin :)

babyfood

it might be a little strange but i've developed a little obsession with baby food.

not all baby food because well have you seen the flavours some of those things come in (casserole, bolognaise, etc) and i don't really fancy that. its just the fruity ones that i really enjoy :) its probably quite handy in that case that my sister also has a thing for it at the moment as yesterday she went and bought us 10 jars and also there only 57 calories a jarr!

i might have some now actually, red fruit and apple compote here i comeee :)

more france

well katy has finally sent the last of the holiday snaps from two weeks ago. rather then waffle about how much i enjoy photo's, thought it just post some of them.

hyde park

i plan to keep this post short and sharp.

but today was quite spendid and the first day of the holidays, i actually felt as if it was the summer. i'm guessing this is because it was actually bloody hot up in london today.
laura, katie and i went to primark to buy some dressing up bits for laura's birthday which we will be celebrating whilst in france. went away with a bright pink visor and long socks, we will look very very cool okay?! now just off out for a stroll with amy, as i have run out of moneys and cannot afford to do anything but walk this evening.

ttfn :)

october

so my auntie is having a great big bash at some lovely posh hotel for her 40th in october which i am getting quite excited about.

i expect the evening will be filled with lots of delicious food, everyone looking dressed up and splendid, too much wine, alot of photographs and non-stop dancing. whats not to like about an evening like that right?

one problemo, however, is that i am in need of a black dress to wear. so as of saturday, i am a massive search. found this one is fcuk but its pretty pricey and the picture does it no justice

october will bring further fun to me as its just been confirmed that i will be back in Portugal.

bring on october

summer nights?

went to an event called 'summer nights' last night but it was hardly a very summery night or a very good one to tell the truth.
made quite a large effort to get ready and now feel like it was completly wasted. the rain did not stop pouring, many of the people looked about 14 years old, alcohol was not being served to anyone & all of the pictures (all ten of them, all taken at harrys beforehand) were rather disgusting.

to make this summer even better, all morning i have been trying to tidy the house before my mum gets home in about 2 hours. so far all ive managed to get done is the washing up and one set of washing. now for the bins, tidying of the front room, sorting out the fridge, drying up and putting away and a lovely little trip to tesco.

a fun summer or what?

washing up & pigeons

today was the first time i have done the washing up without being asked. this is probably because my mum is away, the kitchen was looking awfully trampy and i ran out of glasses.
there's alot of other things i should start to do really too (putting the bins out, hoovering, cleaning up sick etc) but i think i shall leave that to friday morning.

the rest of my day involved me and charlotte going down to oxford street and covent garden. lack of money meant that neither of us could really buy anything (asides from charlottes book), so we watched some street entertainment and got a little pissed off with a small child who kept feeding the pigeons.

i'm pretty sure thats all i have to say as i'm not a very interesting person
bye bye :)

goodbye, july

and now its august. this year has seriously flown by

july was a pretty good month on a whole, nothing to complain about really.

the highlights

a party with possibly a little too much drama but alot of dancing

the start of summer and six weeks off school

evenings spent with a bottle of wine or two (not alone)

and a week spent in france.

France was rather lovely and it was certainly nice to get out of Enfield for a week. Katy and I spent our mornings, generally being a little bit quiet and grumpy (we are not morning people). Once the morning was over and we got a bit more life into us, we spent alot of time messing around, reading, doing sudoku's, sunbathing, etc. Found a bar down the road where we spent many-a-euro, went to the circus which was really rather impressive (there were lions, tigers, camels, ostriches, horses and a zebra), got addicted to gambling machines and had strange late night/early morning hyperness where the majority of things were funny or seemed like a good idea, climbing out of the window for example.

Pictures are far more exciting than my waffle

this will be

the last post before i go to france tomorrow.
not that anyone cares or anything

and i have nothing else to say as my day has been so very dull.

bye bye

francais

in two days i shall be off to france, and i CANNOT wait to get out of Enfield and all the poo that comes with it and in it.
started packing earlier but now just left with piles and piles of stuff on my bed and have no idea what to take, ahh. this is not being helped by the fact that my mum is refusing to talk to me and help me and i hate the vast majority of my clothes :(

anyone want to give me some moneys for some new things?

weekend

well it certainly was an interesting one.

roisin had a party on friday which started off (and for most of the night infact) rather lovely. the wine came out (obviously) and we spent alot of time dancing in her kitchen to all the classic party songs.
this fun was interupted by some violence followed by many tears.
did i mention i was dressed as a goth for all of this?!

saturday i took the little cousin to town. hadnt seen her for ages so it was quite nice, even if she is eight. little bit of drama in hawkins bazaar however, when em started chokeing on a werthers original, bad times. popped over to amys in the evening, read/looked at playgirl magazine and watched embarrasing bodies.

current dislikes

• history presentations
• men
• driving

none of these things are going well in life right now, but i will say no more as ranting is boring and noone really wants to read that and i have nothing else to say right now.

hunkety hunk

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confusion

is something i really dont appreciate.
and right now, i am too confused for my liking.


AHHH

'nothing is ever certain'

last night i finished reading the lovely bones

i really really enjoyed it and the ending brought a tear to my eye, ha. it has definatley got me back into reading again as i am going to start 'shoot the damn dog' this evening.
this is quite handy as we got set our summer english assignment today to create a scrap book of literature with the theme of love

i'm a little amused right now as i have just uploaded my pictures from the weekend :)

wheres your head at?

overall the weekend was a pretty good one

friday night, laura had a little bbq.
burnt many sausages and burgers, ate too many nachos, splilt apple sours all over my top and spent the majority of the night having a little drink and dance. it was a pretty lovely evening.
saturday, wireless with katy and jake
another enjoyable day despite the fact there was some rain and then later i got a little sunburnt. saw jack penate, dizzee rascal and basement jaxx aswell as some other people who i cannot remember.
sunday, work
although i was at work the whole day, i spent the majority of my time reading 'the lovely bones' which amy has lent me. it is really rather good, and i intend to finish it later on this evening


now for a little rant
i still cannot understand what i am supposed to do, how to act, or how to not act, to improve things or actually make them work. last night proved to me that you do not give a crap about how i feel and i now have totally realised that the best thing i can do, is give up on you.
whether this will work, or will actually happen is a whole different story. but i cannot be dealing with this poo, your poo, no more (N)

once again

i have had lessons cancelled, 4 today so only been in for 2 lessons

shouldnt really complain tbh but since i've come home i have done nothing productive.

yesterday was also a pretty empty day so after lesson 5 (the only lesson of the day), me, amy, elena and chloe took a little trip to the park which was quite nice :) graffitied with tip-ex, swapped 'secrets' and made amy run around a fair bit

9.45

and me, amy and elena are sitting in the computer study room as we have on lessons until 1.20 today. well, we technically do have pollocks lesson now but who really wants that?

going to venture to the cafe now for a spot to eat

yum :)

july

pinch punch the first day of the month


and it has been a pretty poo one
(here come's a small rant)
1. it was too hot to walk anywhere which is something you obviously have to do on a day to day basis
2. i broke my diet (which restarted this morning) with a chocolate frappachino
3. in every lesson at school we did presentations which bored me, although i guess its better then proper work
4. i STILL don't get why i am talked to like a piece a poop, when i make such an effort.
5. i now have to go and do some tidying up
6. everyone made fun of my hand lump and said 'er, get that checked out'

so yes. that was my poopy day

bye bye :)

oh eddie

visited nottingham university today and was completly suprised at how much i liked it.
after going to exeter last week, i didnt think that anything would compare, but uhm. it did, and i am now very confused as to where i would like to go

over the trips to universities in the last few weeks, i have developed a fondness for the eddie stobart vans. this is probably only because the journeys have been really long and it makes a change from looking at road and trees and the fact that they all have different names (tulula-korinna, marion-elizabeth, etc)
and i'm now going to shutup as i realised how very sad i sound....

hello nice shoes

i don't need you but i would like you very much please

cancelled lessons

yet again, more lessons have been cancelled. so i have the whole morning off which is quite lovely, even though i woke up at the normal time which i would on a school day. i blame that on my sister, speaking loudly.
so i know have about 2 and half hours to kill, and i highly dout i will do anything productive with this time.


i think i will fill this post with useless information instead

• i want to go to exeter university really bad
• i neeed my haircut but i dont know what to do, any suggestions?
• i am ridiculously hungry but too lazy to go downstairs and make something
• i also neeeeed new clothes as my wardrobe is lacking in anything nice.

anddd MICHEAL JACKSON DIED LAST NIGHT

i don't geddit

could someone kindly explain to me how the male species think/work?
it has been puzzling me for the last few days, and i would really quite like to know.


i have nothing else to say right now, apart from the fact i discovered a lump on my neck which i am really rather worried about..
bye bye :)

'i give a super blow!!'

The snapshot of the night

Well tonight was fairly eventful.
We met a criminal bike-driver, a rapist and a man with nice teeth.

We started off the evening in wagamamas, then progressed to a falling over in the street by myself (i blame the new shoes!). After bartering with one of those bikey men we struck a deal for a lovely £4 for a ride in his cart. Unfortunately for me and katy (and for him i suppose) the ride was cut short (very short in fact) when we were stopped by the po after approximately 5 metres, uhoh! So this dilemma meant that we were now stranded on our feet. Luckily, a handsome fellow (with rather nice teeth) came to our rescue, offering us another £4 deal, and taking us a longer, faster and more legal route.
Next stop. Eds. Katy and i indulged in a fantasticismo chocolate milkshake and requested a little bit of elvis, which unfortunately we never heard. By this point, our feet were starting to ache, and we believed it was time to shimmy home.
This is where we met the rapist, who actually did not actually rape anything or anyone...as far as we know. His stares were creepy, and his face was revolting, he made us very scared. So scared, we ran off the train into the safety of mrs fog's car.


Now that was a life story. The End :)

old

just found these pictures on the family computer and they put a little smile on my face.

ah year 9 & 10, you seem so long ago

today was

different.

• i was woken at 5am by a bird tapping on my window. after me hitting the window twice and 45 minutes later it finaaally went away, back to its tree or something. i then went on to dream about running a fish market. i dont know how this can be explained?
• amy and i started a 'i hate men' society and spent free periods and lunch making some propaganda. by the end of lunch there was 6 of us, making anti-male flags and a list of reasons why males succk (smelly feet, lack of personal hygiene, etc..). I found all of this rather amusing, even if we were laughing and acting like a little bunch of children :)
• maths was not fun. i am not a fan of trig (what am i ever going to do with sec, cosec and cot?!). i am also not a fan of ms.baldwin who wanted a seating plan and made us do strange area solving.
• me and katy had an interesting conversation about our days so far, our holiday to france this summer (woooo) and the purpose of earwax (apparently it is a good thing, or so the internet says..)

we win

this would be the lovely building i spent 4 hours of my day in.

was so scared the whole way there (court of protection) and then got told to basically f off by judge jackson. so i spent the rest of my time writing my name over and over again and listening to the other peoples situations, some of which were quite amusing.

the result was goood as we won and the old tramp adrian left gutted.

i am now quite relieved today is over, despite the fact my mum is now, to quote her, 'as pissed as a fart'.

so

last exams were on friday and they did not go particulary well to be completly honest. but then again with only like a day and a half of revision, i only have myself to blame.
atleast they are over now.

saturday, charlotte and i took a little trip to whitechapel. took us a while to find the place, but when we did, it was pretty cool. struggled to fill a £10 bag due to my dislike for rumaging, so charlotte helped me with that one. got waay too many scarfs than i know what to do with :)

and now i am sitting in my mums room, bloody scared about court tomorrow.
1. because speaking out infront of a group is something i totally suck at
2. because my mum and auntie are really panicking
and 3. i have no idea what the hell to wear, ahh.

although im scared my sister just came in and shared her 'sketty hoops' with me, woo.

welcome to patchaaa

TAKE ME BAAAAAACK

I got back from Portugal two days ago and I want to be back there now soso much. As soon as we drove back into Enfield, i realised how much I hated and how much better it is over there. Even with the silly little late night upsets, it really was great. The nights were so good, starting at Garage Bar and always ending up in La Bamba for the last song (Wonderwall) of the night and making friends with the people that worked there, TARQUIN <3

I miss it already. Yep, I'm sad.

woooah

i haven't 'blogged' for like a month, i guess thats to do with my bloody laptop dying on me.

today was pretty good, although i don't think i have ever moaned and complained so much in one day.
the main reason for this being mcdonalds in oxford street, it was just not up to scratch (banana-flavoured chocolate milkshake, plasma screens inside advertising mcdonalds, dirty tables and a woman i just could not understand) JEEZ.

currently sitting on my mums bed waiting for a phone call. STILL feeling pretty moany as i've been waitng an hour.
so yep. thats all :)

on a happy note.
portugal is in 5 days, yaay.

end of easter.

I can't decide whether this easter has been a good one or has been pretty lame.

Good points

• jacks party - reunited with portugal friends and didn't realise how close they lived to me & sang on singstar several times which is quite an achievment really, i don't sing.




• thomas party - white trash dance with charlotte, drinking a tad too much alcohol and trying to convince people i was a 'good influence, etc..




• finally getting along with the sister - getting a bbq base pizza, watching notebook and crying like babies, shopping in london, getting 'aggy', wagamama, etc..




• week at laura's - writting funny love letters for katie, dressing up in all of laura's clothes and looking like knobs, attempting to cook some dinners, etc..

Bad points

• arguements - there was several of them, with several people. uh oh :(
  



• lack of money - not being able to do lotsa things which i woulda liked to have done and spending the money i dont have on clothes which i dont need (even if they are rather lovely)




• lack of revision - really should have done alot more than i did do, and i wish i hadn't left bloody coursework and essays to the last minute, grr.




• eating too much - mainly mini ggs which i recieved a ridic amount of for easter but all the other junk also (pizza, takeaway, chocolate, etc..)

also managed to take a silly amount of pictures this easter holidays. but its okay because there MEMORIES.

fini

finaaaaaaally given up.
cannot be dealing with this no more.

goodbye (:

you had to be there

a man just knocked on the door from a cerebal palsay charity with loadsa leaflets and started talking about the work they do, how people's money can help, etc.
feeling in a nice, generous mood, i gave the bloke £2 and he was ridiculously pleased about it, which was kinda weird.
he then went on to say he would give me a badge for my genourosity (i cant spell that word) and decided upon a union jack badge for me. whilst still all smiley he said 'i give you this one, because you, you are a superstar. you should be a celebrity'

i am really quite amused by this right now but it was definately one of those 'you had to be there' moments.

today:

• i've been an emotional mess again, silly little things keep making me cry..
• i ate way too much junk food (chips, chinese, wagonwheel & chocolate cake)
• i tried to help my sister do her french coursework and realised i remember noooothing
• i actually remembered a fair bit of my ballet, which i was pretty chuffed about
• and now, it way past my bedtime but i am getting distracted by shameless and 2 msn conversations, one which involves me getting judged by my football team prefference and the other which i am being told about someone's lack of personal hygiene, nice.

scared

after the ucas convention trip today i realised that i really need to kick my arse into gear and start working at school.

to get into exeter they want 3 A's at A level, nottingham want the same.

that means A's in psychology, history and maths.
how am i going to do this?!

AAAAH

playdoh

after a trip to toys r us (which now seems aloooot smaller than it used to), i became an owner of 2 pots of playdoh & katy, the proud owner of 1 pot and some magnetic letters. all of which provided us with bundles of fun later that day.

i never realised how theraputic playdoh is.
i'm now quite pleased with the purchase

and magnetic letters are a lot more fun than they sound
even if you do only have one of each letter, you can still make some amusing phrases.
'u fcking hoebag' and 'i am sex god' being the best of them.

yep, i turned into a child on saturday, but oh what fun

bloody hell

i'm getting more and more peed off at how easily annoyed and upset i keep getting over silly things.

i'm also getting annoyed that i open my mouth when i probably shouldn't.
and tend to say the wrongs things
both of which result in situatons which i don't partic like being in.



note to self.
stop being emotional

o dear

i am feeling slightly sickend right now.

my sister is having a 'gathering' for her 15th tomorrow and it was all lovely clean fun earlier with pass the parcel and lots of cakes and lollys.
now i can hear them giving each other dares: taking off trousers, love bites, line ups, undoing others flys with teeth, etc.

i don't like hearing this, its my little sister man.

todays achievements

1. becoming a supervisor for the sisters party (along with charlotte)




2. becoming a proffesional crunchiecake maker (also along with charlotte)

3. becoming a councillor for the sister after she started crying

where to start?

charlotte made one and i thought i'd give it a whack too, but its taken me about 45 minutes to do this much because well, i suck.
i think i should have started this earlier as i haven't been to school today and have bummed around doing nothing.
so yeah, i might give up for now and retire upstairs to bed. yep, good idea.