wheres your head at?

overall the weekend was a pretty good one

friday night, laura had a little bbq.
burnt many sausages and burgers, ate too many nachos, splilt apple sours all over my top and spent the majority of the night having a little drink and dance. it was a pretty lovely evening.
saturday, wireless with katy and jake
another enjoyable day despite the fact there was some rain and then later i got a little sunburnt. saw jack penate, dizzee rascal and basement jaxx aswell as some other people who i cannot remember.
sunday, work
although i was at work the whole day, i spent the majority of my time reading 'the lovely bones' which amy has lent me. it is really rather good, and i intend to finish it later on this evening


now for a little rant
i still cannot understand what i am supposed to do, how to act, or how to not act, to improve things or actually make them work. last night proved to me that you do not give a crap about how i feel and i now have totally realised that the best thing i can do, is give up on you.
whether this will work, or will actually happen is a whole different story. but i cannot be dealing with this poo, your poo, no more (N)