this will be

the last post before i go to france tomorrow.
not that anyone cares or anything

and i have nothing else to say as my day has been so very dull.

bye bye

francais

in two days i shall be off to france, and i CANNOT wait to get out of Enfield and all the poo that comes with it and in it.
started packing earlier but now just left with piles and piles of stuff on my bed and have no idea what to take, ahh. this is not being helped by the fact that my mum is refusing to talk to me and help me and i hate the vast majority of my clothes :(

anyone want to give me some moneys for some new things?

weekend

well it certainly was an interesting one.

roisin had a party on friday which started off (and for most of the night infact) rather lovely. the wine came out (obviously) and we spent alot of time dancing in her kitchen to all the classic party songs.
this fun was interupted by some violence followed by many tears.
did i mention i was dressed as a goth for all of this?!

saturday i took the little cousin to town. hadnt seen her for ages so it was quite nice, even if she is eight. little bit of drama in hawkins bazaar however, when em started chokeing on a werthers original, bad times. popped over to amys in the evening, read/looked at playgirl magazine and watched embarrasing bodies.

current dislikes

• history presentations
• men
• driving

none of these things are going well in life right now, but i will say no more as ranting is boring and noone really wants to read that and i have nothing else to say right now.

hunkety hunk

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confusion

is something i really dont appreciate.
and right now, i am too confused for my liking.


AHHH

'nothing is ever certain'

last night i finished reading the lovely bones

i really really enjoyed it and the ending brought a tear to my eye, ha. it has definatley got me back into reading again as i am going to start 'shoot the damn dog' this evening.
this is quite handy as we got set our summer english assignment today to create a scrap book of literature with the theme of love

i'm a little amused right now as i have just uploaded my pictures from the weekend :)

wheres your head at?

overall the weekend was a pretty good one

friday night, laura had a little bbq.
burnt many sausages and burgers, ate too many nachos, splilt apple sours all over my top and spent the majority of the night having a little drink and dance. it was a pretty lovely evening.
saturday, wireless with katy and jake
another enjoyable day despite the fact there was some rain and then later i got a little sunburnt. saw jack penate, dizzee rascal and basement jaxx aswell as some other people who i cannot remember.
sunday, work
although i was at work the whole day, i spent the majority of my time reading 'the lovely bones' which amy has lent me. it is really rather good, and i intend to finish it later on this evening


now for a little rant
i still cannot understand what i am supposed to do, how to act, or how to not act, to improve things or actually make them work. last night proved to me that you do not give a crap about how i feel and i now have totally realised that the best thing i can do, is give up on you.
whether this will work, or will actually happen is a whole different story. but i cannot be dealing with this poo, your poo, no more (N)

once again

i have had lessons cancelled, 4 today so only been in for 2 lessons

shouldnt really complain tbh but since i've come home i have done nothing productive.

yesterday was also a pretty empty day so after lesson 5 (the only lesson of the day), me, amy, elena and chloe took a little trip to the park which was quite nice :) graffitied with tip-ex, swapped 'secrets' and made amy run around a fair bit

9.45

and me, amy and elena are sitting in the computer study room as we have on lessons until 1.20 today. well, we technically do have pollocks lesson now but who really wants that?

going to venture to the cafe now for a spot to eat

yum :)

july

pinch punch the first day of the month


and it has been a pretty poo one
(here come's a small rant)
1. it was too hot to walk anywhere which is something you obviously have to do on a day to day basis
2. i broke my diet (which restarted this morning) with a chocolate frappachino
3. in every lesson at school we did presentations which bored me, although i guess its better then proper work
4. i STILL don't get why i am talked to like a piece a poop, when i make such an effort.
5. i now have to go and do some tidying up
6. everyone made fun of my hand lump and said 'er, get that checked out'

so yes. that was my poopy day

bye bye :)